missing you tonight

Every time you cross my mind my heart fills with regret. I think about the good times, and I think of the times that I could have had a shot at something beautiful. Now don't get me wrong. I truly believe that our lives unfold in a certain way for some reason or another. Yet I can't help but wonder what it would be like if I could have a second shot. You saw me at so many lows and very little highs. I never wanted you to be part of the highs for fear that you would want more. For fear that I would want it too. Letting you slip through my fingers is my life's biggest regret. I miss you and wish there was another chance for something more. Yet I know that there is no going back now. All I can do is just enjoy the little bit of friendship I have left with you.